Outsider or Not

Are u in love? There are dozens of traces proving if u are or not. It isn’t that difficult to notice these sorta traces. As “an outsider”, the picture is even clearer. Outsider could even get the hints before “the one”. What if “an outsider” became “an insider”? It would definitely be a mess. Maybe just because I’m a Pisces or maybe not. Being an outsider for so long kinda make me hesitate to get into the circle to be an insider. I’m not insecure about relationship or maybe a little. Outsiders just don’t know how to make the move when it comes to themselves.