Fine or Not

Have you ever wondered who would be there taking care of you when you are sick? I did after throwing up all night. I wasn’t surprised that there was actually no one there. That’s the worst thing to be single, rite?Who do you want the most at that moment? I don’t know, I was kinda thinking of A, no matter how hard I have been trying to tell myself that I’m so over him. Surprisingly, I am still a bit confused about his category in my life. For most of you, bf/gf and friends would most likely be your very first choice. Even you haven’t shown, you were actually so glad that there were someone there asking if you were ok. Maybe we just need to ensure the love around still exists, or maybe illness brings out our insecurity. Let think it this way, would you wanna be there for the one you care about in this sorta situation? Everyone wants to of cuz. Trust me, I almost flew to Paris when I knew he was shot. I guess I should have.