Finally, I've done reading “Why Men Love Bitches”. This book is really fun to read. It's interesting not because how Argov talked about some “nice girls” might fake an orgasm so as to please their men but the way she said that every girl should be independent.

Many of my girl friends have been experiencing the “breakup” or “recovering” lately. No doubt, it's heartbreaking. Grumbling, yelling and crying like hell seem appropriate. When you think again, you should have known that those are just some silly acts showing you are desperate. Why should we be sad for someone who takes us for granted? We are so much better than that. Choosing to be with the guy we fell for doesn't mean we can't live without guys, it's just the matter of choice. We could still be doing just fine with or without men. There is nothing worth dying for. Learn to love yourself before loving the other. If you don't, you are just as pathetic as the guys who don't know how to love.

Love isn't a game that we gotta learn to play by the rules. There are too many unexpected. Just so everyone knows, most of the girls trying so hard to please their guys just wanna show they care. Some girls are just not the “bitches” materials. It took more than love to build up a relationship. I mean love fade eventually if you don't hold it. A little bit respect would be appreciated.

If Tomorrow Never Comes

If Tomorrow Never Comes

Listening to the rain
Finding a reason to make it through a day
There is only one voice in my brain
Your are here for me as always

Being in your arms today
Feeling your heart beat so strong
With this sunset fading away
I could know that this is where I belong

Holding my one last breathe
Just to tell how much you mean to me
No matter the dawn is gonna break or not
I’m gonna love you till the end

just... feel like writing this

Tired to wait or just can't help to search...

Recently, I just have a feeling that everyone around me is kinda interested into my love life. Why's that? No matter where I go, "Any new guys?" seems to be a must-ask question. Do girls really have to be that hurry finding "the one" or finding "the one" has already became a way to satisfy friends n parents' curiosity?

As a girl, I still don't get it. Why everyone has to act like "I can't live without a man". Is it really matter for a girl to stay single? It's great to be in a relationship but exhausted to look for the right one. More important, it hurts to find out he/she is not "the one". If there is such thing of meant to be, why do we have to waste our time to search and get hurt?

In this game of hide and seek, I've started to realize there is no perfect one for everyone of us. There are always problems about the right time and place. Waiting is just tiring.