Alone or Not

Isn't it weird for me to want to be left alone? It's good to be left alone sometimes. I could have the space to think about the impossible. Of course, who really want to be alone all the time. I do think that god is playing with me, I mean there is always something bothering me whenever I want to be alone but there is always no one around whenever I need a company.

Relationship or Not

It's weird when I was talking with a fd about her relationship. Knowing the others' little secret of romance made me sad I guess. I don't know why, maybe because of my own "romance" life. It's sarcastic. People ask me, who don't even know what love is, for advise on their love life.